Good morning, I can only pray for and hope for the best for you. I don’t know what you’re going through, but I do know my God loves and takes the best care of His people. Run to Him and I pray the message below encourages you.
The rest of Numbers 34:3-29 and 35:1-32 speaks of the allotment of the promised land to all God’s people even those that accidentally kill others. The area for those who accidentally kill was called City of Refuge and there those people could flee to this City of Refuge and be safe from judgement and death. The Christ, our Lord Jesus is our permanent City of Refuge Hallelujaaaaaah! !! So run to Him and please stay there. Anyone who left the city of refuge prematurely, would die.
Why would you want to leave your place of safety?