As loving, gracious, merciful, forgiving and kind as our FATHER is, HE also is a consuming fire who always keeps HIS covenant and/or promises. So if HE has made a covenant to bless or protect us only if we obey HIM, why would we think of HIM as bad when we become cursed or unprotected when we disobey HIM. You see Moses almost got killed by our YAHWEH because he failed to follow the covenant by obeying YAH’s instruction to circumcise his sons. But, his wife Zipporah stepped in and did it which saved his life. So think of it, how could our FATHER be first or trusted if HE does not keep HIS word/covenant/promise? Even if it hurts, as HE had to see HIS SON die, HE will keep HIS word. So be careful to think you will be spared if you continued to keep sinning. What has our FATHER said to those who disobey HIM or who choose to live in perpetual sin? Look it up and be warned and repent. Surrender to HIM, get saved or rededicate yourself to HIM and stop sinning.
Exodus 4:24-26 And it came to pass on the way, at the encampment, that the Lord met him and sought to kill him. Then Zipporah took a sharp stone and cut off the foreskin of her son and cast it at Moses’ feet, and said, “Surely you are a husband of blood to me!” So He let him go. Then she said, “You are a husband of blood!”—because of the circumcision.https://bible.com/bible/114/exo.4.24-26.NKJV
John 5:1-14 LATER ON there was a Jewish festival (feast) for which Jesus went up to Jerusalem. Now there is in Jerusalem a pool near the Sheep Gate. This pool in the Hebrew is called Bethesda, having five porches (alcoves, colonnades, doorways). In these lay a great number of sick folk–some blind, some crippled, and some paralyzed (shriveled up)–waiting for the bubbling up of the water. For an angel of the Lord went down at appointed seasons into the pool and moved and stirred up the water; whoever then first, after the stirring up of the water, stepped in was cured of whatever disease with which he was afflicted. There was a certain man there who had suffered with a deep-seated and lingering disorder for thirty-eight years. When Jesus noticed him lying there [helpless], knowing that he had already been a long time in that condition, He said to him, Do you want to become well? [Are you really in earnest about getting well?] The invalid answered, Sir, I have nobody when the water is moving to put me into the pool; but while I am trying to come [into it] myself, somebody else steps down ahead of me. Jesus said to him, Get up! Pick up your bed (sleeping pad) and walk! Instantly the man became well and recovered his strength and picked up his bed and walked. But that happened on the Sabbath. So the Jews kept saying to the man who had been healed, It is the Sabbath, and you have no right to pick up your bed [it is not lawful]. He answered them, The Man Who healed me and gave me back my strength, He Himself said to me, Pick up your bed and walk! They asked him, Who is the Man Who told you, Pick up your bed and walk? Now the invalid who had been healed did not know who it was, for Jesus had quietly gone away [had passed on unnoticed], since there was a crowd in the place. Afterward, when Jesus found him in the temple, He said to him, See, you are well! Stop sinning or something worse may happen to you.https://bible.com/bible/8/jhn.5.1-14.AMPC
Romans 5:20-21 Now the law came in to increase the trespass, but where sin increased, grace abounded all the more, [21] so that, as sin reigned in death, grace also might reign through righteousness leading to eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.https://bible.com/bible/59/rom.5.20-21.ESV
Romans 6:1-4 What shall we say then? Are we to continue in sin that grace may abound? By no means! How can we who died to sin still live in it? Do you not know that all of us who have been baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? We were buried therefore with him by baptism into death, in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, we too might walk in newness of life.https://bible.com/bible/59/rom.6.1-4.ESV